Growing Me Up

You are growing in my mind,
Like mushrooms.
Sucking my thoughts,
Leaving just one.
That you and me,
You and me are not done.

The autumn brings you here,
More and more,
Playing tricks,
Pressing me against the floor.

Are you starting the sun,
Or blowing out the fire?
A pretty sad day is ending.
I hope to see you tomorrow,
To stop the sorrow,
Stucked between my lungs.

You know,
Sometime, I miss you...
Very hard.
You make me shine,
And shy,
At the same time.
Like a abstract portrait of the reality.

Show me a easy way out,
From this insane mix,
Of feeling.
I don't know anymore,
If I hate,
Or ardently love you.

I need a fresh start,
A new first love,
Let me win your trust,
You must.
I'll not shatter you with prays,
Just say,
"I'm here for you baby, and that's for real."
That's how we seal,
Our love contract.